http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/ Hello! Goodbye! Friends! Enemies! Frenemies! Updates (Pictures|Music|Blog|Review) will posted soon. -j. <object height="110" width="300"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="never"><param name="movie" value="http://media.imeem.com/m/kGhwAlLEOp"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed allowscriptaccess="never" src="http://media.imeem.com/m/kGhwAlLEOp" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" height="110" width="300"><a href="http://www.imeem.com/rastamice/music/iJ03UKw2/milagros_dancehall_collective_milagros_dance/">Milagros Dance - Milagros Dancehall Collective</a></object> Wed, 20 Aug 2008 04:38:24 -0000 Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:17:20 -0000 http://images.ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/logo http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com 100 100 j'ai aucuns regrets i cleared up the slates. goodbye. http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/22/jai_aucuns_regrets Mon, 11 Aug 2008 19:17:20 -0000 the catalyst shoegaze then.... finally. ♥ http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/21/the_catalyst Mon, 11 Aug 2008 18:07:36 -0000 how i celebrated 8.8.8 :) most people went out of their way to celebrate 8.8.8 it's just numbers but anyways i had my own celebration too. and you know what i did? i slept the whole day!!! :) hahahah. for me that's something worth blogging about. i missed my stuffed toy chopper and my pillows. and my blankie. and of course my bed. i've been spending my nights sleeping on carpeted floors with just a sleeping bag. well, that's 8.8.8 for me. congrats to ams for the album launch. can't wait to listen to the cd. :) http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/20/how_i_celebrated_8.8.8_ Sat, 9 Aug 2008 06:48:33 -0000 sooooon. as much as i want to do an update here in multiply or maybe just rant. i know i cant do it here  anymore. i hate this ambivalence. i remember last month, i was dreamy and all and i made a mid year resolution. fart. resolutions. whether made at the start of the year or at the half of it doesnt make that much difference. resolutions will still be resolutions. fuuuck, this coming months, it's going to be all about what i want. well, i dunno. see? confusing. i hate being in limbo. i'm just going to blog on another site... any suggestions? http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/19/sooooon. Thu, 7 Aug 2008 08:20:51 -0000 soundcheck 1 i don't have time to join a band anymore and play on gigs that's why i decided to just do covers, record them and post 'em here on multiply. yay! feel free to commment. and tell me if i should continue this or what. anyhow. this is my first project. this is a vanessa carlton song... ♥ im gonna post covers soon on guitars or bass. i kenat compose yet. but soooon. haha P. S. im doing this for myself, okay? this is purely aesthetic. haha. P.P.S. it seems like its not playing, i uploadedit on imeem instead... http://www.imeem.com/people/hRT4yI/music/taFts-yG/whos_to_say_covermp3/ <a href="http://www.imeem.com/people/hRT4yI/music/taFts-yG/whos_to_say_covermp3/">Whos To Say Cover.mp3 - </a> http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/music/item/12/soundcheck_1 Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:24:37 -0000 osmotic pressure, oncotic pressure and osmotic diuresis minsan naiisip ko kung tatayo ba ako at tatakbo para manghabol ng mga tao. kaso umiiral na naman yung katamaran ko. o kaya siguro wala lang kwenta yung mga bagay na gusto ko kaya maghihintay na lang ako na ako na lang habulin ng mga bagay na marahil ay magugustuhan ko kung hahabulin talaga nila ako. kaya ngayun. matutulog na lang ako. labo. http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/18/osmotic_pressure_oncotic_pressure_and_osmotic_diuresis Mon, 28 Jul 2008 20:19:47 -0000 i've sailed off to sea... woo, hahahaha. finally got to throw all the clutter and garbages i've accumulated for the past couple of months.yes, you can take this literally. hahahaha. opkors, i saw things like cd's, comic books, etc that i've been trying to find since we moved out of our previous house and one of them is my tower recto bought silverstein cd! :) yay! (claps) haha. i listened to it agad and pressed 5! haha. i missed this song. especially the people i sang it with: erika and laude. :) and i remember from elton's sister that the villain also likes this song, hahaha, emo ren pala eh. well, it's still on repeat mode and it actually serves as a good acompany while making a thesis about stress management here in my clutter free room. :) P.S. hanggang kelan kaya magtatagal na malinis to? bukas? P.P.S. if you want the lyrics, click herrr. (ay, kenat pala maglagay ng link dito, hanapan niyo na lang sa google. http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/music/item/5/ive_sailed_off_to_sea... Sun, 20 Jul 2008 17:32:45 -0000 finally :) im back!   http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/17/finally_ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 20:06:37 -0000 soundcheck i promised myself i will not post pathetic entries again here up for public scrutiny, but i just have to vent this out: i don't want to have nightmares anymore. this is what's been keeping me awake and giving me only two hours of sleep every day since last week. and it's not even funny. sometimes i do random crazy stuff because of lack of sleep. so there i was, sleeping on my bed, thinking that maybe i'll be saved from that since this is a sunday and i was hoping that i'll get a good sleep tonight. no, here i am, fresh from waking from that (glad i was able to wake up from that <img height="16" src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/tongue.png" width="15"> ), ranting at multiply, it's almost 2 0r 3 i guess in the morning. and i won't probably get to sleep again. shooot... and do not even ask me what happened in my dream...     http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/16/soundcheck Sun, 13 Jul 2008 18:15:46 -0000 updates: zombies do have feelings hello multiply land and my dear one or two readers! :) a lot, again, has happened this past couple of days. okkkay. so ahm, lets see? where should i start? i'm feeling quite nauseous right now so i guess it's much more advisable to do it by days because if im gonna write what's on y head right now, it's not gonna make sense. so here it goes. friday: a bump in the head. i will never ever forget malen's boyfriend, fabs, as long as i have this tiny scar on my forehead. haha. malen's bf decided to drive us home and he was driving quite fast on regalado avenue and there was a hump. i literally bounced at the back of his car and oh, my head bumped to that handle, the one's near the windows, i do not know what people call that. i was incoherent for a few seconds and i could actually feel like as if a horn (but really, i do have one. ahm, no, two) had just grown on my forehead. and it has a bruise on it. i had trouble sleeping that night. and its a good thing i do have ba... http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/15/updates_zombies_do_have_feelings Thu, 10 Jul 2008 21:21:32 -0000 until tomorrow my hope is dwindling along with my failing immune system....   http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/14/until_tomorrow Mon, 7 Jul 2008 15:46:05 -0000 oh, the villain why the devil and i have the perfect relationship: like a hook and an eye. we fit. for he's cunning and i am gullible. http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/13/oh_the_villain Tue, 1 Jul 2008 20:30:02 -0000 the fences (defenses) walls. i won't let anyone in again. http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/12/the_fences_defenses Tue, 1 Jul 2008 20:26:08 -0000 my mid year resolution. :) okkkaayyy. so a lot of things happened in the past few months that i guess, is prompting me to do a hundred eighty degree turn. i dunno, really. but i really do need to change. especially with the way i think... ooops. hahaha. so i made a list of things that i really need to work on:   1. IN PATIENCE WE LIVE. Before I begin babbling about this, I would just like to put a disclaimer. IN PATIENCE WE LIVE is a title of one of the albums of Imbue No Kudos, wala lang, wouldn't want to be called a plagiarist. :) Aside from the special meaning of the <a href="http://www.opmpinoy.com/opm-in-patience-we-live-lyrics-12463.html">song.</a> I always find my self thinking that maybe, if I had been more patient, if I hadn't jump into things recklessly, if I had waited more, things would have turned out differently. And when I say differently, it means better than what I have or do not have now. But enough with regrets. :) At least it taught me how to wait. I mean, I do know how to wait... Who doesn't? But what I was trying to say is to wait patiently, waiting with... http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/11/my_mid_year_resolution._ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 17:29:34 -0000 bbbrrrrr. it's cooolld. this is why i hate having too much free time... i couldn't stop those negative thoughts to slander what i was trying to build this past few days: positive thinking. i don't know why people keep on treating me this way. i do know i have issues, i have an attitude problem, but why can't they just accept me or leave me alone? why do they have to go all out in expressing their remorse for me. behind my back. i know i've been doing loads of stupid stuff at work and my one month immunity is coming to and end. but why me? why condemn just me? another thing that i cannot accept is how that stupid excuse of a person pretend that i am his friend. fuck. nevermind. during times like these, i only run and rant to one person. that's why i am missing him like hell. i can actually talk to him right now, but i know i would rather die than swallow my pride and talk to him. and i have to bear in mind that that was the reason why he went away. or that pushed him away. my ranting. anywa... http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/10/bbbrrrrr._its_cooolld. Sun, 29 Jun 2008 18:54:59 -0000 to that someone whose idea of writing is making a collage of song lyrics. FUCK YOU.     P.S. I'm sorry my dear one or two readers but this is the largest and boldest FUCK YOU that multiply is allowing me to put here. P.P.S Again, fuck you. Take all your crappy excuses and your retarded ass out of my life. I don't need your fiendship. Pun, of course, is intended. http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/9/to_that_someone_whose_idea_of_writing_is_making_a_collage_of_song_lyrics. Sun, 29 Jun 2008 16:30:40 -0000 keeping my eyes wide open with a blurring eyesight I still have three more semesters to get used to this ceiling. I miss my old ceiling, but I guess it's a good thing that we moved out of that house. I am spared of the pain of looking at the same sight and not feeling the same way when I had started to love the person I was talking to while looking at it. My new refuge is full of old and odd things. There's an old chair that looks like it would have been my Lola's favorite lounge, old cabinets that's full of frivolous things, my Lolo's golf club and tennis rackets, and other stuff that was forgotten by time. My cousin was making a big fuss out of how I can sleep and dwell in that room. I just ignored her. I actually like my new seedy abode.One might call it a bodega. A room where has-beens are dumped. Well, you might say, this for now, is the right place for me. But every night, looking at those things makes me weary and think like, "Will I end up like these things? Just trashed and forgotten after I have served people my purpose?" I ... http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/8/keeping_my_eyes_wide_open_with_a_blurring_eyesight Fri, 27 Jun 2008 20:25:39 -0000 strange cosmos i remember putting "for some weird cosmic reason, everything seems to be falling into place..." for my friendster profile shout out a week ago. that time, i thought that i had everything i need. well, i do, but, i guess, i just spoke too early. and i didn't know that with in a span of nearly a week that i would lose something that matters a lot to me.well, that's the understatement of the year. but, again, on the brighter side, im really grateful that i feel so numb because of that loss, because im going to lose another thing that's very important to me right now, and, i don't feel scared or rattled at all. the people around me was asking me how can i deal with it so nonchalantly. well, i don't know. is it apathy? probably not. i know, deep down, it is not. or maybe its because i am not scared anymore to be stripped off things that i hold my dear life on to. i am not complaining. i am definitely not complaining. like what i said earlier, i am grateful. so to whoever's up there or down ... http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/7/strange_cosmos Wed, 18 Jun 2008 18:48:16 -0000 effing bored. you only have twenty six days left. <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/cat.png"> http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/6/effing_bored. Wed, 14 May 2008 05:39:01 -0000 take it from plato i promised someone that i would write about this thing we're sharing but what we're exactly experiencing right now is very new to me. well, very is an understatement. but at least he proved what the villain thought i was: heartless. i couldn't think of a proper beginning for this entry so i sought for cheesy love quotes. but hell. you know i'd rather be anything but cheesy. but this one got me: love is a serious mental disease. it was from plato. and you know how i dig greek philosophy shit. well if this is really some sort of mental disease. i don't want to be cured. although it made me eat my words and  betray my predisposed beliefs. it was worth it. no. he was worth it. i'll stop here. to tell you the truth, i can't write about it. because words pale in comparison. i love you. ♥ http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/4/take_it_from_plato Mon, 25 Feb 2008 17:13:59 -0000 reklamore i am quite sure that i've done something unforgivable in my past life that's why the entire cosmos is conspiring to make my present life miserable. okay, im just exaggerating. but what i've been through this past few days is just too much. and what makes it worse is there's a pdts gig tonight and this coming friday. and it's hell week (read: exam week) and i'm broke. oh god, somebody save me please. http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/3/reklamore Wed, 6 Feb 2008 07:16:57 -0000 Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix Here are some of the things I've noticed in the new Harry Pottah movie. 1. Dang, I didn't know Aunt Petunia was that sexy. 2. Some of the characters reminds me of Paramore. Nymphadora Tonks(when she changed her hair to red)=Hayley Williams, Neville Longbottom=Zac Farro 3. It took me five years to realize these: all the harry potter movies are crap. 4. I watched this movie with my two brothers. And they weren't that bad at all. Hey, I am just talking about the movies, okay? Not the book. Again. If you read the book, you'll be disappointed. If you didn't, you wouldn't even understand it. P. S. What were they thinking? Ralph Fiennes is too sexy for a noseless Lord http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/reviews/item/1 Mon, 16 Jul 2007 11:06:21 -0000 don't even try i just saw what you did. you really are pathetic. i don't know. i kind of wished that there's still hope for you. hindi ka talaga magpapatalo. ~ updates: i'm quite happy. i don't know. train makes me happy. haha. it was actually weird kanina, kasi i was just listening to narda then i started crying. maybe caused by unexplained loneliness. heck. well. looking at the bright side. for some weird cosmic reason, everything seems to be falling into place. disclaimer: despite my constant denial, i am still writing. LSS: "It means everything (tama ba?) just to hear you say to me, that i was right and you were  wrong it's not that hard, go on go on." Shout out to sel: punta ka naman sa bahay, please... gupitan mu si train ng nails. ang dami ko ng kalmot. saka nuud tayo queso bukas, please... mwah. Bengz: Walang load, sensya na. Hindi ako nawala. Drama mu dung. Hatid ko mamaya. Thanks. Penge pa kaming tickets for the gig tomorrow. What time ba ang start? I was hoping to catch the last full show ... http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/journal/item/2/dont_even_try Fri, 13 Jul 2007 04:44:19 -0000 New Music http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/music/item/1/New_Music Wed, 4 Jul 2007 03:27:48 -0000 fete de la musique http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/photos/album/5/fete_de_la_musique Mon, 2 Jul 2007 12:50:10 -0000 Trigger Happy Slash Astherisk Slash Get Together Kupal si monti! Haha! Fun times! Love you http://ermitanyangmahilig.multiply.com/photos/album/4/Trigger_Happy_Slash_Astherisk_Slash_Get_Together Sun, 27 May 2007 13:45:28 -0000